Special is tiring

最近一直看到这句话

Normal is boring

可是我想说的是

But, special is tiring

对啊，与众不同真的是很累的

I'm not anti-social

I just don't like to socialize

或许应该更准确的说

I don't know how to socialize

People said: Why don't know? It's very easy! Just try it!

TRY?

我又何尝没TRY过呢

可是I'm really not that kind of person that used to be socialize

但，我内心深处还是很想过正常人的生活的

我只不过是找不到人陪我正常而已

所以，我真的觉得好累

I also wish to hang out with FRIENDsssss until midnight

I also wish to drink, drank, drunk with FRIENDsssss and crazy all the time

I also wish to celebrate with FRIENDsssss everytime after an exam by going everywhere to EAT, and EAT, and EAT

I also wish to do whatever I like to do without care for so much

BUT, I just CAN'T

so, my life is just too tiring